Tired!!

After all, I'm still just one pathetic normal girl who has no one who really understand, care & love me.. I just feel so tired, so upset, so sick of things still keeping deep inside my heart.. How I wish I could find 1 such person who can accommodate my needs? I always advise people around me to move on, but what's wrong with me..

Anytime I need someone to talk to is only this blog that can make me true fully say all my things out all my needs. So what? Every time what I say here there's no answer nor reply to it!! So does that means that I need to find out the answers on my own? I'm really tired of it...

Maybe after i have started to work then I won't feel so terrible as most of my time will be occupy but who can understand my emotional needs? When's my prince charming going to appear?? I really need a shoulder to lend on, I really need someone to care & pamper me.. Please God, stop torturing me.. Let me have some time that I can enjoy, can? Can I find "The One" ? Can i possibly find the one who will be my partner for life? Or do I need to wait till I get old & continue my life on my own?

I am really very tired... Please stop torturing me.. I don't feel like I'm a human anymore, I feel like I'm a robot that has no feelings at all.. Can I be the one who's being loved & pampered as what I normally have.. ? Being able to cry out on my own its what I used to do now but being able to cry on the shoulder that I loved is really hard.. I really wish to cry on the shoulder that I love..

Please make it come true,Thank God..