Tuesday, September 11, 2007

down~

feeling abit down today.. really have a mood swing... just don't know why that kinda of weird feeling & I feel so uncomfortable the whole night.. what's really wrong with me? haizz.. a big big question mark...

i've get to see him today, but why am i so down? because i already know his answer? or? but isn't my heart thinking we should just be friends? what the hell is really wrong with me!! I'm really damn tired & sick of myself, why am i such a lousy person?
promise my own self to stop smoking? in the end, i keep drinking & smoking these few days.. what the Fuck!! so damn disappointing with myself..

i think i really need a job to keep me occupy & stop thinking these kinda of nonsense..
HHHHAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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