After breaking up with ron last week, i went to find him & say out how i feel towards him.. its like removing a big rock from deep inside my heart.. somehow somewhere, i feel better definitely, but just how come i don't have that kinda of feeling when i'm talking to him? what's really in my mind? what do i really want? its so contridating.
i got a feeling that he's also trying to avoid me after our conversation, is it a right choice to bring this up in the first place.. there's no turning back now but to avoid these kinda of embarrassing situations to happen again.. even though i know he'll reject to my idea, but being friends first is really my first priority. as time goes by, i know that people & everything will change, i also don't wish to force or maybe rush things it might turn out even worse...
maybe i really used to the life i'm living now, or this is what i really want?
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