Am I really too late??

Am I really too late? from that until night until now I'm still thinking of this.. Should I be only the one who look for you, or rather if you still have feelings for me why can't u look for me instead? does that means that you've already given me up so you never look for me? am i right to say that? why has it be always be me to look for you? I've waiting for your return too.. but i waited & waited, i waited till i can't wait anymore.. i walk forward to ask you & you said that its too late?

Nevermind if I'm too late, I would rather walk away.. Everytime i tried my best keep you with me, but I can't see that you're concern of my feelings as well.. You know it really hurts a lot when you just don't care & leave me alone.. my tears keep flowing out, but who will cares.. I try all ways & means to think positive ways, but I really can't.. Although I already know what your answer will be, I choose not to believe it.. I've even dream that we're back together again, but I know that dreams & reality is always opposite..

What can i do? NOTHING!! just cry my heart out whenever i think of you, & wait for my wound to recover day by days, month by months or even year by years..

What i can do now is only think of what we did last time... thanks for the wonderful memories you have gave me & make me moody & even cry for the whole night till morning...