From me to you 27 May 2008

27 May 2008

Hey there my dear friend...

Time really flies, a year has passed. We have gone with our own ways a year ago from today. In a year , I think I have seen you for less then 10 times ba.. This can gauge how busy our lives are.. haa..

Even though, things had happened for more then a year, somehow somewhere the memories, the things that you have said, the places we explore together or maybe the times I had spend with you is still fresh in my mind. Anyway, telling you these things do not means that I want you to be back with me, so pls do not misunderstand. Although I wish to have you with me, I know its impossible and I rather not spoil the friendship we had. =)
One thing I have learn from our relationship is to let go of the man that you love rather then seeing him suffer in your hand.

Oh ya, one more thing before I missed that out. I understand that night we drink a bit too much. Well, I do & say something I should not have done. I apologize for such things happened. I know after that night its quite embarrassing to face each other, after all you are still a shy, fine guy right? lol.. Anyway, I'm really sorry for what happened that night.
Honestly, I admit that night I am drunk but some things I have said out it's the things that I wish to let you know as I seldom have chance to speak to you or maybe not any chances at all. After that night, you send me messages that let me feel like the times we are still dating.. sweet neh.. You tried calling me but I didn't pick up ya call, I'm still wondering what you would have say to me if I answered.
Actually I very much would like to know what is your feelings, though I do not know if I have the chance but do you mind to share with me?

You said you will be happy as long as I'm happy. Don't you know where my happiness is source from? Never mind.. Anyway, just to let you know (FYI), I still do keep my words. You are still the man I love most in my lifetime and no matter what you have done, I will not blame you.

Last but not least, if you wanna reply something nasty I rather you don't reply as this is purely words that I want you to know. Best that you can reply back as I do wish to understand your feelings or maybe just as a friend (if you're worried) as we seldom have chance to meet up or even chat on phone.

That's all, folks!

Wish you all the best in your career, life and health. Take care and see you soon.. =)

(PS: Do let me know when you're migrating soon)

Cheers,
Wendy